Loneliness is Worse

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Loneliness. Such a strong word. Loneliness is not just the sad feeling of being alone, not just a feeling that would fade away. Loneliness is the emptiness that lives in the heart, the feeling of rejection, insecurity and discontent. Loneliness is the saddest feeling in the world. How does it feel to scream but nobody can hear you? How does it feel to be so close to the one you love but it's as if he isn't there at all? How do you hide the bottled up feelings that you've been hiding for so long? How do let go of the past? How do you move on from memories that keep on haunting you every now and then ? How do you get rid of the feeling you have always tried to evade? How do you hide your loneliness with a big fake smile?

Loneliness, oh loneliness , when will you ever leave me? It is wrong to think that pretention is the best escape. Wrong to think that doing the things that you enjoy and keeping yourself busy will take the pain away but in reality it is not, it's just what we want to believe . Loneliness may be gone temporarily but when the fun is over, the truth remains, you are lonely, the loneliest person in the world.